Sunday, June 15, 2014

THE CREED OF IMĀM ṬAḤĀWI - العقيدة الطحاوية

THE CREED OF IMĀM ṬAḤĀWI
العقيدة الطحاوية
1. God is one, without partner
2. Nothing is like Him
3. Nothing debilitates Him
4. No deity exists save Him
5. He is preexistent without origin, eternal without end
6. He neither perishes nor ceases to exist
7. Nothing will be except what He wills
8. Imagination cannot attain Him; comprehension cannot perceive Him
9. Creatures do not bear any similarity to Him
10. Alive, He never dies, all-sustaining, He never sleeps
11. He is a creator without any need to create and a provider without any stores of provision
12. He seizes life without fear and resurrects without effort
13. Just as He was possessed of His attributes prior to His creation, so He remains with the same attributes without increasing in them as a result of His creation coming into being.
14. As He was before creation qualified with specific attributes, so He remains forever described by them
15. It is not after creating the universe that He merits the name THE CREATOR, nor through originating His creatures that He merits the name THE ORIGINATOR
16. He possesses the quality of sovereignty with or without fief, and the quality of creativity with or without creation
17. And while He is THE RESURRECTOR OF THE DEAD after He resurrects them, He merits the same name before their actual resurrection. Likewise, He merits the name THE CREATOR before their actual creation
18. That is because He is omnipotent. Everything is dependent upon Him, and every affair is effortless for Him. He needs nothing, and "There is nothing like Him, yet He is the Hearing, the Seeing [Qur'ān 42:11]
19. He originated the creation with omniscience
20. He measured out the lots [of all He created]
21. He determined the spans of their lives
22. None if their actions were concealed from Him before He created them. He know what they would do before He created them
23. He commanded them to obey Him and proscribed them from disobeying Him
24. All things are in accordance with His determination and will, and His will is fulfilled
25. His servants are without volition except what He wills for them. Thus, what He wills for them will be, and what He does not will for them will not be
26. He guides, protects, and preserves whomever He wills by grace. And he misguides, forsakes, and afflicts whomever He wills by justice [misguidance is a response to rebellion]
27. All of them vacillate in His providence between His grace and His justice
28. He transcends having any opposites or peers
29. None can thwart His decree, overrule His judgment, or override His command
30. We believe in all of that and are certain that all of it is from Him
31. We believe Muhammad صلى الله عليه وسلم is His chosen one, His preeminent prophet, and His messenger, with whom He is well pleased
32. He is the finality of the prophets, the paragon of the pious, the master of the messengers, and the beloved of the Lord of all worlds
33. Any claim to prophecy after him is deviation and heresy
34. He is an emissary to all of the jinn and the whole of humanity, with truth and guidance, light and radiance
35. The Qur’ān is the Word of God that emanated from Him without modality in its expression. He sent it down to his messenger as a revelation. The believers accept it as such literally. They are certain it is, in reality, the Word of God, the Sublime and Exalted
36. Unlike human speech, it is eternal and uncreated
37. Whoever hears it and alleges it is human speech has disbelieved, for God has rebuked, censored, and promised such a one an agonising punishment, stating “I will roast him in the Hellfire”[Qur’ān 74:26].Because God threatened those who allege “ This is merely human speech” [Qur’ān 74:25] with an inferno of torment, we acknowledged and ascertained that it was the Word of the Creator of humanity, and does not resemble human speech.
38. Whoever ascribes any human qualities to God has blasphemed. So whoever perceives this takes heed and refrains from such statements of the disbelievers and knows that God, the Sublime and Exalted, in all of His attributes, is utterly unlike humanity.
39. The Beatific Vision is a reality for the people of Paradise without enclosure or modality, just as the Book of God pronounces, “ Some faces will be aglow that day, gazing at their Lord “[75:22-23]. Its explanation is as God, the Sublime and Exalted, knows it to be and as He intended
40. All that came to us from the Messenger صلى الله عليه وسلم in the authentic hadith is just as he said it was, and the meaning is as he intended. We do not interpret any of it to accord with our opinions, nor do we presume any of it to accord with our whims
41. No one is secure in his religion unless he resigns himself to God, the Sublime and Exalted, and His Messenger ﷺ and consigns whatever obscures his understanding to the One who know its meaning
42. One's footing in Islam is not firm save on the ground of resignation and surrender
43. Whoever covets knowledge that was barred from him, discontented with the limits of his understanding, shall be veiled from pure unity, unadulterated comprehension, and sound faith on account of his covetousness. He will then vacillate between belief and disbelief, assertion and negation and resolution and denial. Obsessive, aimless, sceptical and deviant, he is neither an assertive believer nor a resolute denier
44. Belief in the Beatific Vision of the denizens of Paradise is incorrect for anyone who surmises that it is imaginary or interprets it to be a type of comprehension. For correct interpretation of the Beatific Vision or any quality annexed to Lordship lies in leaving interpretation and cleaving to resignation. Upon this are based the religion of the Muslims and the saved laws of the prophets
45. Whoever does not guard against denying God's attributes and against anthropomorphism has erred and failed to acquire understanding of divine transcendence
46. For undoubtedly, our Lord, The Sublime and Exalted, is described with the attributes of unity and uniqueness. No one in creation us in any way like Him.
47. He is transcendent beyond limits, ends, supports, components, or instruments. The six directions do not contain him as they do created things
48. The Ascension ( Laylat al - isra wa al miraj). The Prophet ﷺ was taken by night and ascended in person and consciously to the heavenly realm, and from there to wherever God willed in the celestial heights. God honoured him with what He willed and revealed to him that which He revealed. "His mind did not imagine what he saw" [Qur'ān 53:11]. May God bless him and grant him peace in this and the final abode
49. The Pool (the fountain of Kawthar, is a vast gift of God for the Prophet ﷺ in Paradise, from which the Prophet ﷺ, with his noble hands, will give drink to his followers on the Day of Standing) that God has honoured him with as a solace for his community is real.
50. The Prophet's intercession that God deferred for them is true, as narrated in the traditions.
51. The covenant that God made with Adam عليه السلام and his progeny is true [Qur'ān 7:172]
52. God had always known the risk number of those that will enter Paradise and those that who will enter the Fire. Nothing is added ie subtracted from that number.
53. His knowledge includes all those actions, which He knew they would perform
54. "Each is facilitated up do that for which he was created" Al-Bukhari
55. The judgment of one's deeds lies in one's final assertive act. "O Believers ! Be conscious of God with due reverence, and do not die without having surrendered to God" [Qur'ān 3:102]
56. Those saved are ultimately saved by God's decision, just as those damned are ultimately damned by God's decision
57. The essence of the divine decree is God's secret within creation. No intimate angel or prophetic emissary has ever been privy to it.
58. Delving into to decree is a means to spiritual loss, a descent into deprivation, and a path towards transgression. So beware, and take every precaution against that, whether through perusal, ideation, or suggestion. God, the Sublime and Exalted, had concealed knowledge of the decree from His creatures and has prohibited them from desiring it. As the Sublime said in His Book, "He is not questioned about what He does it is they who will be questioned" [21:23] Hence anyone who asks "Why has He done this ?" has rejected the judgment of the Book. And whoever rejects the judgment of the Book is among the disbelievers
59. The above epitomises what one with an illuminated heart among the protected of God needs. In addition, it is the rank of the deeply rooted in knowledge, given that knowledge is of two types : the humanly accessible and the humanly inaccessible. To either deny accessible knowledge or to claim the inaccessible is disbelief. Faith is not found unless accessible knowledge is embraced and the pursuit of the inaccessible is abandoned.
60. We believe in the Pen and the Tablet and in all that was inscribed
62. Hence, if everyone united to remove from existence what God , the Sublime and Exalted, decreed would exist, they could not. Likewise, if they all united to introduce something into existence that God, the Sublime and Exalted, did not decree, they would be unable to do so. The Pen's work is done concerning what was, is, and will be until the Day of Resurrection.
62. Whatever misses a person could not have afflicted him and whatever afflicts a person could not have missed him
63. A servant of God is obliged to know that God's omniscience preceded everything in His creation. He then measured everything out exactly and decisively. There is none among His creatures either in the heavens or on the earth who can nullify, remove, change, detract from, or add to His decree
64. All of the aforementioned is part of the doctrine of faith, the principles of knowledge, and the assent of His unity and sovereignty as God, the Sublime and exalted, said in His Book, "And he created everything and determined its measure" [25:2]. And He, the Sublime and Exalted, also said, "And the command of God is an ordained decree" [33:38]
65. So woe to whomever on account of the decree becomes antagonistic with God, the Sublime and Exalted. In his desire to plumb its depths, he summons a morbid heart; in his delusion, he seeks a secret concealed in the unseen, only to end up, in whatever he says concerning it, a wicked forger of lies
66. The arsh and the kursi are both real.
67. Yet, God had no need of the arsh and whatever is beneath it
68. He encompasses and transcends everything, and rendered His creation incapable of His encompassment
69. With faith, conviction, and resignation, we assert that God befriended Abraham عليه السلام and addressed Moses عليه السلام
70. We believe in the angels, the prophets, and the books that were revealed to the messengers. And we bear witness that they were all following the manifest truth.
71. We refer to the people who face our qibla as Muslim believers, as long as they acknowledge, confirm, and do not deny all that the Prophet ﷺ brought, stated and imparted
72. We do not speculate about God or dispute over God's religion
73. We do not argue about the Qur'ān. Rather, we testify that it is the Word of The Lord of the universe as revealed through the Trustworthy Spirit who taught it to the paragon of the messengers, Muhammad ﷺ. It is the Word of God, the Sublime and Exalted. No mortal speech compares to it, and we do not say it is created.
74. We do not dissent from the majority of Muslims
75. We do not declare anyone from the people of our qibla a disbeliever for any sin, as long as he does not deem it lawful. Note that the Khawarij held the view that anyone who sins (greater or lesser) has left the fold of Islam.
76. Nor do we opine that where there is faith, a sin does not harm the sinner.
77. As for the virtuous among the believers, we trust that God will pardon them and admit them into Paradise by His grace. We do not, however, assume that about them, nor insist that they are in Paradise. We pray for the forgiveness of the sinful among them. And while we fear for their salvation, we never engender in them despair.
78. Assurance and despair both displace one from the congregation of Islam. For Muslims, the path of truth lies between them
79. A believer does not lose his faith except by denying that which made him a believer
80. Faiths entails assertion with the tongue and conviction in the heart.
81. All that God revealed in the Qu'ran and all that is verified from the Prophet ﷺ concerning sacred law and it's explanations are true
82. Faith is one reality, and the people of faith are essentially the same. Any disparity among the results from distinctions in knowledge, piety, struggle and adherence to priorities
83. All believers are the protected of the Beneficent. The noblest of them with God is the most obedient and nosy adherent to the Qu'ran
84. Faith is belief in God, His Angels, His Books, His messengers, the Last Day, the resurrection after death and the decree it's good and evil, sweetness and bitterness are all from God, the Sublime and Exalted
85. We believe in all of the above. We do not distinguish among any of His messengers, and we affirm all that they brought
86. People of mortal (kabirah) sins among the community of Muhammad ﷺ will not abide in the Fire forever, as long as they died monotheists. This includes even the unrepentant that, nonetheless, meet God as knowing believers. They are in His judgment and decree. If He pleases, He forgives and pardons them by His grace, as He mentioned in His Book "Surely, God does not forgive idolatry, but he forgives anything less of whomever He pleases" [4:48]. Or if He pleases, He punishes them in the Fire by His justice, and then removes them by His grace and through the intercession of those so granted among His obedient servants, he then sends them to His Paradise
87. The above is such because God protects those who acknowledge Him. He will not treat them in either of the two abodes as He treats His deniers who are destitute of His guidance and bereft of His protection. O God, Protector of Islam and it's adherents, root us firmly in Islam until we meet You in that state.
88. We consider congregational prayer behind any of the people of qibla, both the virtuous and the sinful, to be valid. We also pray over those among them who died
89. We do not specify anyone among them to be in either Paradise or the Fire. We also do not accuse any of them of disbelief, idolatry, or hypocrisy, as long as none of that is manifest from them. We resign their inner states to God, the Sublime and Exalted
90. We do not consider violence or coercive power against anyone from the community of Muhammad ﷺ acceptable, unless legislated by sacred law such as penal punishment or the suppression of rebellion
91. We do not accept any rebellion against our leaders or the administrators of our public affairs, even if they are oppressive. We also do not pray for evil to befall any one of them or withdraw our allegiance from them. We consider our civic duty to them concordant with our duty to God, the Sublime and Exalted, and legally binding on us, unless they command us to the immoral. We pray for their probity, success and welfare.
92. We adhere to the Sunnah and and the majority of scholars and we avoid isolated opinions, discord and sectarianism
93. We love just and trustworthy people and we loath oppressive and treacherous people
94. In inconclusive matters of knowledge we assert "God knows best"
95. We consider valid the dispensation of wiping over foot coverings while residing or travelling as related in authentic reports
96. Hajj and jihad are perpetual obligations that are carried out under legitimate Muslim rulers, irrespective of their personal probity, until the End of Time. Nothing can nullify or rescind them
97. We believe in the noble, angelic scribes whom God has appointed as guardians over us.
98. We believe in the Angel of Death, who is entrusted with seizing the souls of all sentient life
99. We believe in the punishment of the grave for all who warrant it. We believe in the interrogation by Munkar and Nakir of the deceased in his grave about his Lord, his religion, and his prophet, as conveyed in the narrations of the Prophet ﷺ and of his companions, may Allah be pleased with all of them.
100. One's grave is either a meadow from the gardens of Paradise or a pit from the abyss of the Fire
101. We believe in the resurrection of the dead, the recompense of deeds on the Day of Judgment, the review, the reckoning, the recital of ones own book, the reward and punishment, the Bridge over the Fire, and the Scales
102. Paradise and the Fire are both created; however they neither perish nor terminate
103. God, the Sublime and Exalted, created Paradise and the Fire before creating the world. He then created denizens for both abodes. He admits to the Paradise whomever He wills by His grace and condemns to the Fire whomever He wills by His justice
104. All will act in accordance with their design and are moving inexorably towards the purpose for which they were created
105. Welfare and affliction, good and evil, are determined for everyone
106. The (divine) enablement that an act requires eg an act of obedience, which cannot be attributed to a creature, occurs concurrent with the act. As for the material enablement that results from health, capacity, poise, and sound means, it precedes the act. In sacred law, it is upon the latter that legal and moral obligations hinge, just as God the Sublime and Exalted, states "God obliged no soul with more than its own capacity " [Qur'ān 2:286]
107. Human actions are God's creations but humanity's acquisitions. Imam Abu al-Hasan al-Ashari defined acquisition as "what had occurred through created capacity"
108. God the Sublime and Exalted had only obliged human beings to do what they are capable of doing, and they are only capable of doing what He obliged them to do hence the meaning of "No strength or power exists save by means of God" We assert that no one's strategy, move, or change can avert anyone from any act of disobedience to God, unless accompanied by God's providence; nor has anyone the ability to initiate and fulfil duties to God save by the providence of God the Sublime and Exalted
109. Everything is confluent with the will of God, the Sublime and Exalted, and with His knowledge, judgment and decree
110. His will supersedes all other wills, just as His decree thwarts all ruses to avoid it
111. God does what He wants yet is never iniquitous
112. Holy is He beyond any evil or adversity, and transcendent is He above any blemish or perversity. "He is not questioned about what He does it is they who will be questioned" [Qur'ān 21:23]
113. In the supplications and charities of the living, there is benefit for the dead
114. God, the Sublime and Exalted, answers prayers and fulfils needs
115. He possesses everything, and nothing possesses Him
116. Nothing is independent of God, even for the twinkling of an eye. Whoever imagines he is independent of God for an eye has disbelieved and is among those brought to ruin
117. God has wrath and pleasure but not like that of any human
118. We love the companions of God's Messenger ﷺ. We are not however extreme in our love for any of them. Nor do we dissociate from any of them. We loathe those who loathe them and we only mention their merits. Loving them is essential to religion, faith, and spiritual excellence and hating them amounts to infidelity, hypocrisy and extremism
119. We assert that the caliphate after the death of the Messenger ﷺ was first for Abu Bakr al-Siddiq رضي الله عنه due to his pre eminence and precedence over the entire community and then for Umar b. al-Khattab رضي الله عنه followed by Uthman b. Affan رضي الله عنه and concluding with Ali b. Abi Talib رضي الله عنه . They are the Guiding Caliphs and Guided Leaders
120. We testify as the Messenger of God ﷺ before us that the ten whom he designated and assured of Paradise are indeed in Paradise. His pronouncement is true, and they are Abu Bakr, Umar, Uthman, Ali, Talhah, al-Zubayr, Sad, Said, Abd al-Rahman b. Awf and Abu Ubaydah b. al-Jarrah, who is the "Trustee of this Community" رضي الله عنهم
121. Whoever speaks well of the companions of the Messenger of God ﷺ , his chaste wives, and his purified progeny is absolved of hypocrisy.


This is the final part of العقيدة الطحاوية which has summarised the essential points of Muslim belief. Quoting the author of this translation " In the age of bewildering spiritual and intellectual confusion , creed has never been more important. Every Muslim is obliged to learn it and is promised protection from deviant beliefs by following the unassailable texts of the scholastic community of Islam"
122. The pious scholars of the past and those after them who follow their path , the people of goodness and tradition, of understanding and profound scholarship, should be mentioned only in the best manner. Anyone who speaks ill of them has deviated from the path
123. We do not prefer any saint to any prophet. Indeed we assert , " One prophet is better than all of the saints"
124. We believe in the miracles of the saints as conveyed and verified by trustworthy narrators
125. We believe in the signs of the End of Time, including the appearance of the Dajjal and the Descent of Jesus, the Son of Mary عليه السلام , from the celestial realm. We also believe in the sun's rising in the west and the appearance of the Beast of the Earth from its appointed place
126. We do not believe diviners or soothsayers or anyone who claims anything that contradicts the Book, the Sunnah, or the consensus of Muslim scholars
127. We consider the mainstream to be true and correct and schism to be deviant and destructive
128. The religion of God, both in Heaven and on earth is one. It is the religion of Islam. God the Sublime and Exalted says "Verily, the religion of God is submission" [Qur'ān 3:19] The Sublime also states " If anyone seeks other than submission to God as a religion, it will not be accepted from him" [Qur'ān 3:85]. Finally the Sublime says "And I am pleased with Islam as a religion for you " [Qur'ān 5:3]
129. Islam lies between the extremes of excess and neglect, immanence and transcendence, determinism and free will and assurance of salvation and despair of God's grace.
130. This is our religion and creed both in public and in private. We absolve ourselves before God of anyone who opposes what we have recounted and clarified here. We ask God for a firm foundation in faith, that He seal our lives with it, and that He protects and preserve us from any heresies, variant and baseless opinions and corrupt doctrines such as those if Anthropomorphists, Rationalists, Pantheists, Determinists, Dualists and any other deviant sects that oppose the Sunnah and the majority of Muslim scholars and that ally themselves with misguidance. We are completely absolved from them. For us, they are astray and ruined. Ultimately protection and success is from God alone.

Friday, May 23, 2014

Confused

After permanently leaving Wahabism and Al-Maghrib-ism in 2012/13, I realized that there's always going to be insane a freakishly weird adherents of certain groups. Being Sunni means you follow the Ash'ari/Maturidi aqeedah + one of the four existing madh'habs but otherwise, one is susceptible is to deviancy and kufr. I always felt like a normal Sunni no matter how much I was brainwashed with the Wahabi doctrine. But after leaving them and joining a tariqa, I realized how many weirdos there are. It's not only the Wahabia that act extremely naive but also a handful of some mureeds of certain turuq. It gets extremely annoying to deal with.

Young "Religious" Muslims in the West

Regardless of me having people read this or not, I most probably would have thought of writing this. All my observations come from observing the self and those around in past times who discussed this with me.

Many of the times when young Muslims, especially in the Western world, start to gain interest in Islam, there are 3 things people tend to the think:

1 - Masha Allah, this kid is very religious,
2 - I hope this kid doesn't become an "extremist", or
3- Mehh, he'll get over this phase.

99.8934% of kids will take the first impression extremely seriously and at times, a little too serious. They start to talk a lot, give small halaqas every time him and his boys chill, and start posting heartfelt Islamic words of wisdom online. This itself is a phase. But when I was experiencing this phase myself, it lasted for a matter of a few months which I was lucky to get away with. One of my friends battled this phase for less than me, but for most it can last a matter of a year or even more. The moment I realized I was going through such a troublesome phase that damages my spiritual state, I turned to Allah and sought His assistance since He Himself instilled in my mind a mature approach to advancing oneself from a certain deficiency. I battled for a few weeks and I eventually moved onto another test from Allah.

Another problem is when he is asked to give a formal lecture - specifically a khutbah. There will be again 3 things that happen:

1 - He starts talking about Sunnis and Shias, or Sunni-Sufis and Salafis/Wahabis,
2 - He starts talking things that don't concern the audience like the fiqh of slaughtering a goat,
3 - He will speak too highly intellectual for the audience and think he's too good for everyone, or
4 - He starts giving a superficial lecture that makes everyone's heart melt.... for attention.

75% of the time, what happens to take place is the fourth one listed. There is absolutely nothing wrong with giving touchy khutbahs and relate metaphors the entire time to try to connect with the audience, but the problem is the attention they seek with it. I've been in situations in which brothers had confessed to doing so but unfortunately they don't regret it. Besides, it's a great way for future rishtas for them, right? Well, that's what they said.

Also, even those who did not confess to giving khutbahs for such reasons, it was quite clear that they were seeking attention. An example:

Conversation of group of Muslim girls that happen to be attractive and happen to be heard by the khatib as he oh-so-modestly walks by them...

Girl A: This [random topic] needs a lot of attention. I would love for somebody to speak about this!
Girl B: I know, right? We need people to be more brave about speaking about this issue.


5 minutes later in khutbah:
Masha Allah Guy: Brothers and sisters, we must be aware of [topic that the girls were interested in listening to]. We must unite for Allah's sake to change ourselves then go out to change the rest of the world.

This is legitimately a similar real life scenario. But hey, it won't be soon until they meet up at an MSA meeting for an important community dinner at the masjid or local hall; they'll feel the need to exchange numbers. The guy can either play along or he can have no idea of what's going on. Let's go with the former since it's a lot more common in such situations. Since all of them happen to give him his number he will start texting all of them one by one as he is friendzoned. One of them will not friendzone him and then it will a completely whole new game and once they reveal to each other about their feelings, they will both say to each other, "I never thought about you in such a way, but you have truly opened up my heart and by the blessing of Allah, this can work out.." But in the back of their mind they know it's all haram if they continue what they're doing with consulting an older mentor that understands the situation like a chaplain or youth director/mentor. The best way to go is to inform their parents about it in a serious manner, if they aren't able to do so then they're not spiritually prepared to take if further in a Prophetic manner. If people are becoming "religious" - whatever that means - for attention, the fact that they changed really doesn't mean much.

I can make 2-3 times longer, but whatever tho, ya know? I need to work on myself. I've been there, done that. The thing that saved me were 3; 1. The Infinite Mercy of Allah, 2. The Prophet's endless prayers at night, and 3. the prayers of those who actually cared for me and prayed for my guidance at the last 3rd of the night. Subhan Allah.

Monday, May 5, 2014

Coming to an End - Or is it? | An Old Poem

I wrote this poem in 2011 and I just opened a poetry book and began to read this. I started to smile and tear because it brought so many memories - both good and bad. I don't like being all emotional and touchy but I didn't know how else to say it.


Some blameworthy language has been substituted for other words or a wordlifter.



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Till my tear drops drip into flakes,
And my heart starts to shake,
I'll never forget how I was made,
Never let ish get in my way.
I've been there and I was a treated that way before,
I was stuck there stressed, trynna open some door,
I was condemned and you made feel low these passed few years,
I had no hope and my life was surrounded by fears,
One day I'll do the same and you can see how you like it,
8 years of humiliation doesn't taste so good, but I suggest you should try it,
All you'd wish is to peacefully leave this world,
Before you get jacked up and start obsessing over a girl,
You're gonna try to gain at this stage but all you'll do is lose,
It's too late to realize that what your friends said was true.
You regret ignoring their advice and there's nothing you can do,
Just pretend to hope to pray to God and uplift the inner fool.



There was a time I went bowling and I started to hustle,
Got in a fight with a friend and ripped up some muscles,
After that incident they said that I can't achieve anything worthy in my life,
Others said, "Good luck at finding a committed wife."
So that day I felt low and told myself to go get tickets and a visa,
And I'll go serve the people suffering in the city of Gaza.
Every plan that I had, I knew was never going to happen,
So I started writing poetry and started rapping,
It's a good way to chill me down just a bit,
But I prayed so I can stop feeling like ish.
Some people say truth that others don't accept and wait to die,
While others don't want to understand and get away with lies.
It's not that we're weak and can't change to save ourselves and people from these lies,
We're just to arrogant and wannabe self righteous to even care to try.
We just need to open our eyes and see how we treat others,
From seeming to be drama causing sisters to misogynistic brothers.


Overlook how the inexperienced judge you for who you are,
If you actually pay heed, you will never get far.
I know this sounds cocky, but people should start to be the new me,
Not give a ......, surrender your mind and heart and you'll feel so free.
I just ignore them talkers and keep doing my thing,
Do what I can as long as I'm avoiding them sins.


If I told you my dreams, you'd say it's nothing,
If you were to be put in there, you'd start running,
Running from the past, and a very bad night,
You'll call upon your Lord to shed wisdom's light.
You won't understand them till a very long time,
Until you come to the moments while committing a crime.
All I can do now is pray with all my heart,
And I won't stop until things stop falling apart.


1/25/2011

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Realizing the Blessing of Parents |

It's moments like this that I wish this feeling can stay with me 24/7 and I can serve my mom more than she thinks she deserves - and then my dad afterwards but at the same time too since he understands the rank of a mother in the sight of a child much more than me. I remember a while back a friend asked me if I would rather get married or live with my parents. I told him that I'd get married and live next to my parents for the rest of my life regardless of where they live because I want them to be happy and live a comfortable life after all they've done and sacrificed for me. Even though it is natural for parents to say things and accuse their kids of things that aren't true, I look at that and take it as a blessing that helped me understand things better. Too bad I am a bad child and a poor servant to Allah, the Prophet, and my own biological guardians. I feel too inadequate when I lower myself in front of them which I don't do enough. I should be kissing their hands on a daily basis and sit with them and absorb their immense wisdom. Suhba with one's parents is much more important than suhba with one's shaykh. I feel like it's a bonus for me since alhamdulillah I come from a family with a really religious and spiritual background of orthodox Islam. I can talk like this on social media, trying to be humble which I'm horrible at, but in reality my heart is so dark and hard like a burnt chocolate chip cookie that I cannot even handle to experience such moments myself. Unfortunately I am both a poor child, a poor student, and a poor servant.

May the prayers of our parents be accepted at all times. May they be forgiven for all their mistakes due to their stress for all they've done. May Allah let them live a long healthy, happy, and safe life. May Allah let us be able to lower ourselves in front of them. May Allah let them be pleased with us and be happy with us at all times. May Allah let them allow us to follow our passions that will benefit ourselves and others. May Allah admit them into the Garden with the Prophet without judgment and let us be with them. Amin!

- a wannabe faqir

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Is Criticism... taboo?

No it's not.


FRIENDS . . . There's a manner and etiquette of giving people constructive criticism. Openly accusing them of them being ignorant is not genuine -- implications matter, by the way,... BUUUT... Alhamdulillah, the Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him, the Sahaba, and the Pious and Saints taught us that when people do such things it's for us to recognize our own deficiencies and our susceptibility of falling short. Every single human out there is ignorant about something and is going through a "phase" -- blessed are those who understand. Don't constantly be fanatic about how low life everybody else out there is. And even if you're going to criticize someone, don't speak as if they are mentally unstable and are crazy and say things like, "Bro, you need to calm down", or "That's not how tasawwuf works" or, "Bro, you don't understand, you need to work on yourself and discipline your nafs." I think the only time you can say that is - in a respectful manner of course - is when one is completely new to a certain path but if he/she is advancing - something one should never claim but is healthy to have a feeling of - give them general advice and criticism. Perhaps the corrosion of my own soul reaches others but not myself. #humans

So, that being said, I'm tipping my turban kufi off to all my critics for bringing my own flaws to my attention, something I can't thoroughly examine myself but in the end of the day I'm gonna have a good opinion of my Lord and He will suffice and help me overcome my own defects. Credit of my thinking to Ahmad Billal Samady.


Monday, April 14, 2014

"Barelvi vs Deobandī" | WATCH VIDEO

FAQ #1:

"Are you Barelvi or Deobandī?"

Bro, I'm from Hyderabad, India. In other words, I've seen Deobandīs and Barelvīs praying in the same masjid with all those gatherings and stuff without much issues. If there are any issues, then they are personal and not put into the public. As a matter of fact, the Imām of the masjid in front of my nana's house went to Darul Ulūm Deoband and has Barelvī murīds and there's no beef. If you don't believe me then please to you getting revelation via karamat of pīr sāb to finally believing me. (actually, please to refrain from even trying to do that).

To make this longer, I do not take any one of the sides since this isn't anything like "Salafi/Wahabi vs S
ūfī (Sunni)" or any other modern rivalries. It ain't anything like that! I actually know Deobandī scholars myself who I love a lot and dearly respect and wish I can learn under them... oh, and they don't believe "Allah can lie" astaghfirullah, something that ignorant people assume of them. I don't really have any Barelvī teachers but lots of my friends that are Barelvī sided in the Untied States don't have beef with Deobandīs. I don't think any Barelvīs are "grave worshipers" (astaghfirullah) since that's not what Ahmed Raza Khan Barelvī taught, however in India I have come across commoners who are ignorant of aqidah and shar'i'a and unfortunately do commit shirk at graves and stuff, and say that's what the Mujaddid himself advocated, but that's not my opinion of all Barelvīs, obviously - that's just a very small minority. Some people claim to be Barelvī - but they really are not - yet do jacked up stuff with no basis in the Qur'ān, Sunnāh, Hadīth or ijma3 of the 'ulamā and people start to assume bad of all of them. There have been some Deobandī 'ulamā, 2 or 3 of them who are popular, who have commented on the rank of the Prophet peace be upon him and in fact degraded him to a lower level and made mistakes when it came to the knowledge of Allah - I don't want to comment any further since we know where this is going and it's too difficult to even say. Again, these were just a few who believed such things. Keep in mind that Darul Ulūm Deoband - who are Hanafi and Maturidi - produces both Sūfī and Salafi scholars, but the overwhelming majority are Sūfīs of the Qādirī, Naqshbandī, Suhrawardy and Chishti turūq. Also, our shaykh, al-Habīb Umar bin Hafīdh, and the rest of the 'ulamā of Banū 'Alawī in Tarīm are on good terms with 'ulama of both the Deobandīs and Barelvīs. It's just minor misunderstanding between the two schools/movements. Personal experiences may damage our opinions but please watch the following video for a clearer explanation.

So I'm like
Deobandī 60 / Barelvī 40
If that even makes sense

Hope we can all still be happy friends.